Saturday, 13 November 2010

broken promises

chapter one: the storm

the foolish man builds his house upon the sand
the storm comes, the rain falls
and the waters rise

the house falls down with a great crash


chapter two: the ark

on Monday there was a storm (south westerly)

branches broke on the big sycamore trees outside our flat
I was taking our names off the door
before I would sit here squinting
making the leaves and branches
into the shapes of eyes, peering in at us

in a few hours that punishing wind
stranded a ferry up by Aberdeen
covered the Sidlaws in snow (so that the A93 was closed)
and left the sycamores skeletal
bones scraping the sky

I'm listening to one of your LPs
it's darkness envelops me
in this cold empty house
that still smells of you
your possessions here in hastily packed boxes
I can see my breath

last night I dreamed
I built an ark
ready for the next storm



chapter three: before when I was in China

"spooning water from a broken vessel
as far as I can see there is no land"

in my hand a cold hour, pocket watch:
snap open, hands frozen,
petrified at an afternoon in august
one thirty five
a kiss
that the time no longer marked.

this one is a tiger year, wear
me down
I am the paws of a tiger (but really that wasn't me... I am a bull, we are the dragon)
a higher cause?
is sacrifice more noble than love?

a needle slowly swings
north east, east by north east

Here

You have me here

Under your thumb

Clinched clamped caught

I am vermillion


A deep berry juice stain

On your thorn scratched fingertips

So that you are once again

Red handed spread

Caught wide across the table


Inspected, scrutinised and then denied

At the berry summer’s end

And I your supposed friend

Such a sweet tempting taste


A city you stand

Stone and concrete, glass

we still misconstrue

What it is you give

What you retain


When I expose

Let it all go again

The ever-longing addict